There are millions of people who have been diagnosed with
debilitating diseases, including myself, who are looking for hope.
The question is: Are we looking for hope in all the wrong places?
The apostle Peter reminds us that we have "a living hope through
the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead" (1 Peter 1:3b).
The hope we have is literally in the hands of our Savior. Job
declares this when he says, "In his hand is the life of every
living thing and the breath of all mankind" (Job 12:10).
We
have been led to believe that Embryonic Stem Cell Research (ESCR) is
where the future hope for the cure of these devastating diseases
lies. Yet, to date, not one substantive breakthrough has come
through ESCR. At the same time numerous treatments and advancements
have come from Adult Stem Cell Research.
When it comes to finding the cure for incurable diseases we all have
a hope that someday it will become a reality. This is especially
true for the many that have been diagnosed with diseases for which
there may be treatments but not a cure. Like Michael J. Fox, I was
at a young age when I was diagnosed with the early onset of
Parkinson’s disease. We both have suffered from the debilitating
effects of this dreadful disease, and like many who suffer with us
we have the hopeful desire for a cure. In fact, through the Michael
J. Fox Foundation for Parkinson’s Research, he has committed himself
to doing just that.
This is where our commonalities end. We have differing views on how
a cure for Parkinson’s should be sought. Michael has taken a strong
stand by publicly supporting Embryonic Stem Cell Research, not to
mention cloning of embryonic stem cells. He publicly interjected
himself in the 2006 fall election process in the state of Missouri
to do just that. It was after these elections that I became
compelled to speak out on this issue. I shared the following words
with the members of my two congregations, "I cannot in conscience
avail myself to any treatment or cure that knowingly comes from the
willful destruction of life in order to preserve life."
In
the fall of 2000, my health began to deteriorate. My parishioners
and countless others were faithfully praying for an answer to my
health problems. Along the way I found out that one of the issues I
was facing was a degenerative liver issue, but still had no answer
to my other health challenges. I considered going on disability and
leaving the ministry due to the loss of focal ability in my close
vision, a significant loss in my right side dexterity, balance
issues, tremors, rigidity, and other problems.
In
the fall of 2003, I received a diagnosis: early onset Parkinson’s
disease. In part, the prayers of God’s faithful were answered,
because I now knew what my future would hold. I did not respond to
the first round of medication. Eventually I was put on Sinemet (a
drug that helps relieve some of the symptoms of Parkinson’s
disease). I had a positive response physically but the drug did not
improve my vision.
I
was told in August of 2004 there was nothing they could do for my
vision issues and my case was put on the research pile. I asked my
specialist how long it would be before I could no longer serve in my
vocation. He replied, "Your life will never be the same."
A
few months later, an elder of one of my parishes approached me about
a cutting-edge technology in nutrition delivery. I thanked him and
told him that I had tried some forms of nutrition but could not
tolerate them digestively. He informed me that this new form works
at a cellular level without the need for digestion.
On
March 2, 2005, he took me to a Regenerative Health 101 seminar where
I learned about this new technology. With some guidance, I began a
comprehensive nutritional intervention program. Little did I know
how God would fully answer the prayers of His faithful on my behalf.
Within one week, my vision went back to normal and has remained
stable ever since (ironically, on the Church Year calendar, the
Sunday before is known as Occuli, vision Sunday). Within a month my
liver issues normalized. At the end of March, my neurological
evaluation showed significant improvements and my medications were
cut in half.
On
May 9, 2005, I went off all medication with no significant symptom
issues.
As
of the fall of 2006, I was released from my specialist’s care.
Although I am not cured, my life and health is better than it has
been in years. My eldest daughter no longer has worries of whether
or not her dad will be able to walk her down the aisle on her
wedding day. I enjoy watching and playing tennis with my younger
daughter. I now can golf with my eldest son and play catch with my
younger son. As my wife so simply puts it, "My husband now dreams
again." I now have plans, hope, and a future (Jeremiah 29:11).
Because God’s hand of grace and healing has touched my life, I
firmly believe it is God’s plan for me to make the most of every
opportunity to speak out on life issues. It is my fervent prayer
that we continue to give witness to the God of life by supporting
research efforts, including adult stem cells, that would bring about
a cure for Parkinson’s and other diseases without the willful taking
of life.
(Rev.
Donald Wagner is a 1985 graduate of Concordia College, St. Paul,
Minnesota; a 1990 graduate of Concordia Seminary, Saint Louis; and
pastor of Christ and Zion Lutheran Churches in Elbow Lake and
Hoffman, Minnesota. He and his wife, Jolene, have four children.)