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From
LifeDate - Winter 2007.
The Last Chapter in the Book of Max
by Linda D.
Bartlett
No, no, no! A new book of Scripture has not been discovered in an
Israeli cave along the Dead Sea, nor did the Holy Spirit inspire
Saint Paul to write a book named Max. But, yes! There is a book—a
story, a life—named Max written by the very hand of God. Eighty-five
chapters of this man’s life testify to the work of those mighty
hands.
In
2002, my father-in-law, Max Bartlett, (shown at right with my
husband, Paul, at Phoenix, Arizona, in February of 2007) was very
sick. Nocardia (a bacteria) infected his brain. Max could do nothing
but rest in the hands of His Creator. Miraculously, he was
rescued by the mighty hands of God. By faith, Max clung
to the promise of hope written in blood by the hands of God.
Max knew his need for a Savior. The hands of that Savior, Jesus
Christ, were faithful to lead Max for five more years on the
journey toward his heavenly home.
The hands of God could be trusted. One week before his death,
Max said to me, "We’re starting on that [last] journey you and I’ve
been talking about, aren’t we?" On August 7, 2007, Max was lifted
by mighty hands that carried him home.
Was the journey without difficulty? No. Was it the path of choice?
No. Was it convenient for family members? No.
Can you imagine how the attitude of a dying man can impact those
around him? Max knew he was in his final days, but that did not
give him freedom to complain or demand. He used his freedom in
Christ to think of others. He brightened the day of a tired nurse
with compliments. He bragged on the skills of doctors. Before
leaving the hospital for hospice at home, he invited all who could
fit into his room for prayer.
Can you imagine conversations free of fear? One evening, a few
days before being released from the hospital for palliative care at
home, Max kept me standing by his bed until late. He wanted to talk
about the hands of God at work in both our lives. Whether God wanted
him to stay here with us. . . or go on before us—either was just
fine with Max. Once settled at home in his hospice bed, Max asked
me, "How will I die?" I could respond, "Peacefully." Then, I began
to describe to this son of Adam and tiller of the soil how seven
perfect angels would carry him to be with the Lord in a place where
corn and bean fields of bright green stretch straight and tall with
not a weed to be seen. Tilting his head toward my husband, his son
and partner on the family farm, Max said with a crooked grin, "I’m
skeptical." (OK, maybe I got a little carried away.)
Can you picture friends and relatives coming to "cheer" this man as
he neared the finish line? One evening, Max was comforted
by a fellow elder from his congregation who had come to offer
encouragement. Suddenly entering into a mostly one-sided
conversation, Max proclaimed with clarity and focus, "I’m ready to
take my vows." My father-in-law was not Lutheran, but I was reminded
of my own liturgical response in the Divine Service: "I will pay my
vows to the Lord now in the presence of all His people, in the
courts of the Lord’s house, in the midst of you, O Jerusalem." Or,
perhaps Max was thinking of the vows to be taken when Jesus comes
for His bride, the Church.
Can you visualize Max’s own living
room where his wife and three sons were able to serve him? After
the funeral, my husband said to me, "I’m not grieving in the way I
thought I might." I wondered aloud. "Is it possible you’ve found
peace in knowing that you and your father not only worked
side-by-side and enjoyed life side-by-side, but that you were also
at his side walking his last steps toward heaven?" "Well," he
whispered, "the privilege was mine."
Can you grasp the significance of countless mentoring moments?
The hands of God shaped an "older" vessel in ways that would be of
help to this "younger" vessel. Max, like many others, didn’t see
himself as a mentor. But his responses to various challenges and
circumstances did, indeed, instruct me in one way or another.
Max was famous for saying, "It’s destiny!" Like King David, I think
Max knew he could enjoy his lot in life because God is the One who
marked out boundary lines for him in pleasant places. (Psalm
16:5-6) God does not take pleasure in evil. Instead, He gives us
good counsel and makes the path of life known to us. I believe that
Max prayed every night something like this: O Lord, I fall asleep
in peace the moment I lie down because You are the only one who
enables me to live securely. (Psalm 4:8) In the morning, I
believe that Max started his day with words similar to these: I
lay my needs before You God . . . and wait. Lead me in Your
righteousness. Make Your way smooth in front of me. I will enter
Your house because of Your great mercy. (Psalm 5:3-8) Such a
prayer is true! It should be my prayer and yours.
Max had confidence in knowing he was made by the hands of God—and
that every day of his life was recorded in His book before any
one of them began. (Psalm 139:16) It’s true.The life of Max was
precious, not because of anything he did, but because he was
hand-made by God! Max was precious because his very life was
purchased and won by the blood of Jesus Christ! God knew everything
about Max. No matter where he traveled, God was already there. No
matter what situation Max found himself in, God was already there.
The God in whom Max put his trust is the God of amazement. This is
the God who loves you and me—and knows everything about us.
Max was a pitiful man who, like King David, cried out to the Lord
every time he stumbled or was afraid. The Lord hears those who call
out to Him. In fact, we are told that the angel of the Lord
[makes] camp around those who fear Him, and He rescues them.
(Psalm 34:4-7) It’s true. Max acknowledged he was a poor man—a poor,
miserable sinner. He knew that, without Jesus Christ, he was
nothing. Without Jesus, you and I are nothing. But with Jesus, we
are everything! We are forgiven sinners and people of hope!
In the wee morning hours of August 7, as Max was taking his last
breaths here on earth, there was a storm with loud thunder and sharp
lightening. That storm is significant to me. I think Satan fights
God for our souls—right until our last moment in this world. At
almost the same time the storm subsided, Max was delivered to
God—safe and victorious!
My father-in-law never raised sheep on his farm; nevertheless, I
believe the last chapter of the book of Max reads: "I am the
gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. He will come in and
go out, and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and
destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the
full. I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life
for the sheep." (John 10:9-11 NIV). It’s true. This was Max’s
confidence.
It is our confidence!
Linda Bartlett is the founder of the mentoring ministry called Titus
2 for Life:
www.titus2-4life.org. See page 19
for resources by Linda. Many more can be found at the Lutherans For
Life web site. |